That soft whisper in my head that says "don't give up"

What is that hope we hold on in life?

Life is hard when nothing seems to be going your way.

Holding on to the voice in my head that says "He has a better plan for you".

I want to believe it too.

I'm sick of saying yes all the time even if i don't want to.

I'm sick of bumming around being jobless when my parents are trying as hard

to pay for the credit card bills. 

I'm sick of deciding which University i should go next because of financial issues and what i want for my life.

I'm sick of pursuing the part-time job that i want and 

failing over and over again.

I'm sick of seeing how dramatic my dad is.

I'm sick of not talking to the person who I once trusted the most.

I have many down times in life. This is one of them.